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Sunday night. Let make a habit that I will always talk to you all for sure, on Sunday night, even if it means I am silent for most of the week. Consistency and habits need to be rebuilt when it comes to my more "thoughtful" internet presence. Its just like if you want to get good at a skill, such as grappling, you have to commit to training no less than twice a week, otherwise why bother? This rule applies to the gym or anything that you want to get better at. The more you do it, the more you start to build a habit, the longer you do it, the more likely it is to stick. Also, when I had tekwh0re.net, I always had 'randoms

I wrote. Then I disappeared again. And then this week happened where hot damn, you're seeing me all over. I've been coming out of my shell, so to speak. First, I was invited on a friend's running MMA Podcast. It was nice of them to invite me. If you're interested in MMA or just want to see me interacting with other people, you might want to check out "If I Did It". I'm not sure if I will be a weekly guest as of yet- I think so- but you can check me out if so choose (and if you liked it, subscribe and comment!! Make sure you tell them how awesome I am

I think too much- at least when it comes to this blogging thing. I always say I am going to come back, do one or two posts then disappear. Well, I am going to try to stick with it- it's not that I don't have anything to say anymore- y'all know me- I'm rarely strapped for words. More its the self- editing that I do because I know how nobody can really "hide" on the Internet anymore. I have to self-filter due to working in corporate because god forbid someone takes offense to the fact I said "fuck", don't give a shit about drugs or prostitution, have a lot of tattoos, and I beat up people for fun and relaxation. But I've always, always, always missed my old website. You know TEKWHORE.NET. Funny thing is

I am in week one of six weeks. It takes about two months to eight months to build a habit.  My habit of training really fell by the wayside due to the current job situation and because of the fact I can't find a martial arts gym that works for me- besides in Thailand.  But I am tried of sitting on my ass- it isn't in me to not push myself physically (and I am sick of my fat not "phat" ass) so it was time for me to do something about it. But there are other things that need to come together as well.  I need to really put some things in place to move onto the next adventure in my life so I've given myself six weeks to get all of those things handled.  Interestingly, getting the eating and training