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https://youtu.be/tiOh6ntuRW0 "I've been this way beforeI'll come this way againSo many things remind meSo many things inside" Hey there- long time as usual. Been busy being busy for no other reason than to appease the man and nature (COVID). Still probably a lot to catch you up on , those of you who still might care. First off, I got my fist COVID shot. It was Moderna. I was going to wait until my second one to go back to BJJ and Kickboxing. Well, I changed my mind on that and started that back up last week. I can die from COVID or I can die from being out of shape. Six in one hand, half a dozen in the other, as they say. I still am as careful as I can be but not going

I slept like shit. I have massive stress going on right now at work. Add a dash of COVID-19 and not being able to work out or travel, I can't sleep well, I'm fairly certain I have a stomach ulcer and my health is struggling at the moment.  It's got me depressed, down, and feeling defeated. But nothing worse or more than I have been able to take. Its just unpleasant you know? If I get fired, its not the end of the world. Live goes on. You move on, you figure it out. You just cannot get catatonic "woe is me" to the point of inaction. That serves nobody but the Devil. And we make the Devil OUR Bitch, remember? So as stressed out and unhappy as I am right now. As uncertain everything is, I remember