I’m not dead (I’m Undead).
- I do not give a fuck that Kamala Harris is Joe Biden’s VP pick. I don’t give a fuck at this point as that I will vote for one most squishy turds as president over Donald Fucking Trump (aka Orange Fucktard).
- I am not dead. (undead, undead, undead.)
Okay, now that we’ve got that out of the way. I have been as usual, busy with the day to day operations know as the current suck life cycle of an American stuck in America during a time where America “done lost her GOT-DAYUM mind.” Which if you follow me on Twitter, I explained that it is a time of little to no options due to COVID, massive unemployment and the racist syphilitic Herr Cheeto in charge. So busy, yet struggling and quite frankly miserable. But I keep trying to say to myself, “this too shall pass” while contemplating just grabbing a backpack just just leaving into the wilderness and testing my luck there. Still, there is nothing to it but to get through it so grit my teeth and swallow and say “thank you, may I please have more while trying to hide my fangs.” A wild animal should never be brought so low. But such as it is and here we are.
One more shitty thing that happened this week is that my video card took a huge shit so that was far more money than I wanted to spend this week. Waiting for it to arrive.. afraid it still won’t work. And I hate the idea of throwing a decent card into a 7 year old computer but… I should be able to use it in my next build even if it isn’t the card I ultimately want. As they say:
“The needs must.”
C’est la vie.
Believe me, I am sick of being Debbie Downer. I really need some time off but I can’t take the time.
Anyway, I’m still alive. I might podcast this weekend. Depends if I can make some time. Seems like when I came back from Thailand this last time, I 100% lost any time for myself to do things for myself. I feel like all I do is try to survive to the next day these days. That’s unhealthy as fuck.
I’m unhealthy as fuck right now and I hate myself a little bit for it.
Can we just fast forward to the election already? I need a little hope.